Johnathon is the other loss I suffered a few years after Victoria. Everything was going normally and I was quite excited and scared as Johnathon would have been a sixth child but loved him just the same. I just experienced one night, severe pains and thought maybe just normal back pain I had had before. It's kind of a blur after that, was in the hospital after an ambulance ride I barely remember, and being told that the pregnancy was no more. They determined after the medical steps that followed, as with Victoria, he was a boy. It wasn't too easy to tell at that point but they did. I think of him everyday too and know he and his sister are safe with their Uncle Joe who knows shares heaven's space with them and probably is with them constantly. It's been hard, thinking should I put the interments on as I think a lot but tried for so long not too. I have decided it would be a good therapy to acknowledge their existance in me at least. I thank Janice my best friend who was there when I went through that loss and stayed with my children while I was in the hospital. I love you Johnathon and I DO remember you and Victoria and always will! Thanks to all who leave notes and flowers.
THANK YOU RADIOTVENGINEER FOR SPONSORING MY JOHNATHON, WHAT A BEAUTIFUL SURPRISE!
THANK YOU RADIOTVENGINEER FOR SPONSORING MY JOHNATHON, WHAT A BEAUTIFUL SURPRISE!
Johnathon is the other loss I suffered a few years after Victoria. Everything was going normally and I was quite excited and scared as Johnathon would have been a sixth child but loved him just the same. I just experienced one night, severe pains and thought maybe just normal back pain I had had before. It's kind of a blur after that, was in the hospital after an ambulance ride I barely remember, and being told that the pregnancy was no more. They determined after the medical steps that followed, as with Victoria, he was a boy. It wasn't too easy to tell at that point but they did. I think of him everyday too and know he and his sister are safe with their Uncle Joe who knows shares heaven's space with them and probably is with them constantly. It's been hard, thinking should I put the interments on as I think a lot but tried for so long not too. I have decided it would be a good therapy to acknowledge their existance in me at least. I thank Janice my best friend who was there when I went through that loss and stayed with my children while I was in the hospital. I love you Johnathon and I DO remember you and Victoria and always will! Thanks to all who leave notes and flowers.
THANK YOU RADIOTVENGINEER FOR SPONSORING MY JOHNATHON, WHAT A BEAUTIFUL SURPRISE!
THANK YOU RADIOTVENGINEER FOR SPONSORING MY JOHNATHON, WHAT A BEAUTIFUL SURPRISE!
