I'm writing to future generations, those descended from my parents and siblings. My parents & siblings never had interest in Family outside of their own. My sisters kept their children from knowing me (I don't understand why), my brothers children's mother taught her kids not to like me because I refused to join her in her distaste for my brother. Sad but true. If you're reading this, I want to explain the meaning of life. It's simply "Family". I didn't build one, it was the biggest mistake of my life. 3 men came and went in my youth. One of which I could have spent my life with if I'd only known NOT to put work before making a family.
If you're a descendant, know that if you too have parents that inherited the lack of interest in getting together with family, DO NOT marry into a likeminded family. Narcissism might be a battle for you at building a relationship w/siblings and parents which is all the more reason to marry a family that is close.
There's good in everyone, including my/our family, I loved each one of them, but none of them thought or cared about me. Study Narcissism and if you see it in your children, be kind and seek help for them. Help them to respect each other. Do/Live/Enjoy life and all it has to offer.

I'm writing to future generations, those descended from my parents and siblings. My parents & siblings never had interest in Family outside of their own. My sisters kept their children from knowing me (I don't understand why), my brothers children's mother taught her kids not to like me because I refused to join her in her distaste for my brother. Sad but true. If you're reading this, I want to explain the meaning of life. It's simply "Family". I didn't build one, it was the biggest mistake of my life. 3 men came and went in my youth. One of which I could have spent my life with if I'd only known NOT to put work before making a family.
If you're a descendant, know that if you too have parents that inherited the lack of interest in getting together with family, DO NOT marry into a likeminded family. Narcissism might be a battle for you at building a relationship w/siblings and parents which is all the more reason to marry a family that is close.
There's good in everyone, including my/our family, I loved each one of them, but none of them thought or cared about me. Study Narcissism and if you see it in your children, be kind and seek help for them. Help them to respect each other. Do/Live/Enjoy life and all it has to offer.