Mama was found dead at her home by her son, Tommy on Friday, May 10, 2,002. Her death is still under investigation. I will post more when I know more. I will also post her eulogy later. I am just too upset right now to do this...Rustie
A YEAR HAS COME AND GONE NOW AND I AM STILL TOO UPSET TO FINISH WRITING ABOUT MY PRECIOUS MOTHER.
Another year, year number two, has come and gone with me without my sweet little mother. For awhile I guess I just expected her to come back. I guess everyone expects or just wishes that will happen; but it doesn't...
The third time is the charm in everything except loosing your mother to death. I still cry every day. The pain has not lessened one ounce. I hope one day to have found peace with her death, but not today...
Now year four, and still no closer to loosing the pain. I know from the experience with Daddy that it will never go away. The love a child has for it's parent is stronger than anything on Earth...
In just 3 days, year five will begin. I am still no closer to closure or acceptance. I have made it this far through the prayers of Julie and a few others who understand how I hurt. I don't see how others can just sweep this under the rug and forget you so soon. I will never forget you...
Turn around and it's six years, boom, just like that. I will always feel desolate and unvendicated for you... I shoulda been there,; it should've been me...
I heard the locust again today. They were so so loud that day seven years ago...
Eight is a lonely number...
A YEAR HAS COME AND GONE NOW AND I AM STILL TOO UPSET TO FINISH WRITING ABOUT MY PRECIOUS MOTHER.
Another year, year number two, has come and gone with me without my sweet little mother. For awhile I guess I just expected her to come back. I guess everyone expects or just wishes that will happen; but it doesn't...
The third time is the charm in everything except loosing your mother to death. I still cry every day. The pain has not lessened one ounce. I hope one day to have found peace with her death, but not today...
Now year four, and still no closer to loosing the pain. I know from the experience with Daddy that it will never go away. The love a child has for it's parent is stronger than anything on Earth...
In just 3 days, year five will begin. I am still no closer to closure or acceptance. I have made it this far through the prayers of Julie and a few others who understand how I hurt. I don't see how others can just sweep this under the rug and forget you so soon. I will never forget you...
Turn around and it's six years, boom, just like that. I will always feel desolate and unvendicated for you... I shoulda been there,; it should've been me...
I heard the locust again today. They were so so loud that day seven years ago...
Eight is a lonely number...
Mama was found dead at her home by her son, Tommy on Friday, May 10, 2,002. Her death is still under investigation. I will post more when I know more. I will also post her eulogy later. I am just too upset right now to do this...Rustie
A YEAR HAS COME AND GONE NOW AND I AM STILL TOO UPSET TO FINISH WRITING ABOUT MY PRECIOUS MOTHER.
Another year, year number two, has come and gone with me without my sweet little mother. For awhile I guess I just expected her to come back. I guess everyone expects or just wishes that will happen; but it doesn't...
The third time is the charm in everything except loosing your mother to death. I still cry every day. The pain has not lessened one ounce. I hope one day to have found peace with her death, but not today...
Now year four, and still no closer to loosing the pain. I know from the experience with Daddy that it will never go away. The love a child has for it's parent is stronger than anything on Earth...
In just 3 days, year five will begin. I am still no closer to closure or acceptance. I have made it this far through the prayers of Julie and a few others who understand how I hurt. I don't see how others can just sweep this under the rug and forget you so soon. I will never forget you...
Turn around and it's six years, boom, just like that. I will always feel desolate and unvendicated for you... I shoulda been there,; it should've been me...
I heard the locust again today. They were so so loud that day seven years ago...
Eight is a lonely number...
A YEAR HAS COME AND GONE NOW AND I AM STILL TOO UPSET TO FINISH WRITING ABOUT MY PRECIOUS MOTHER.
Another year, year number two, has come and gone with me without my sweet little mother. For awhile I guess I just expected her to come back. I guess everyone expects or just wishes that will happen; but it doesn't...
The third time is the charm in everything except loosing your mother to death. I still cry every day. The pain has not lessened one ounce. I hope one day to have found peace with her death, but not today...
Now year four, and still no closer to loosing the pain. I know from the experience with Daddy that it will never go away. The love a child has for it's parent is stronger than anything on Earth...
In just 3 days, year five will begin. I am still no closer to closure or acceptance. I have made it this far through the prayers of Julie and a few others who understand how I hurt. I don't see how others can just sweep this under the rug and forget you so soon. I will never forget you...
Turn around and it's six years, boom, just like that. I will always feel desolate and unvendicated for you... I shoulda been there,; it should've been me...
I heard the locust again today. They were so so loud that day seven years ago...
Eight is a lonely number...
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