I am trying to look for my ancestries through this website. I think history can be what is in our future in how we all live. Since my mother passed in 2014 life takes on a new meaning and understanding on what to leave behind for my kids and grandkids. I have been married to my second husband 16 years, we do not have children together. He has two and two grandchildren. I have three with five grandchildren. With my first divorce my first two children do not want to have any kind of relationship so my grandchildren do not know me. :(. My husband had a bad divorce as well. His relationship with his kids are very estranged. Having a blended family as I grew up in with 6 brothers and 3 sisters it makes things very difficult. No one is close. I would hope one day to have a good relationship with all the children but it is all up to them. I do get to see my youngest son and his family. I have been with his step daughter and son from the beginning. I have to take what I can get. I wish you all success of finding your loved ones whether dead or alive.

I am trying to look for my ancestries through this website. I think history can be what is in our future in how we all live. Since my mother passed in 2014 life takes on a new meaning and understanding on what to leave behind for my kids and grandkids. I have been married to my second husband 16 years, we do not have children together. He has two and two grandchildren. I have three with five grandchildren. With my first divorce my first two children do not want to have any kind of relationship so my grandchildren do not know me. :(. My husband had a bad divorce as well. His relationship with his kids are very estranged. Having a blended family as I grew up in with 6 brothers and 3 sisters it makes things very difficult. No one is close. I would hope one day to have a good relationship with all the children but it is all up to them. I do get to see my youngest son and his family. I have been with his step daughter and son from the beginning. I have to take what I can get. I wish you all success of finding your loved ones whether dead or alive.