I was born in December, 1938. Some where, some time, during the miasma of memory-less experiences in my World War Two childhood, I became convinced, and still am convinced, that my Uncle Neal has always bonded with me in his gentle, loving spirit. https://www.findagrave.com/memorial/61852975/arnold-neal-chipoletti
I have a dear friend who has had many out of body experiences. I tried to assure her that my own memories, which are only clear to me some time about my age of seven, 1945, have never included any OBEs because I have never felt myself to be in a body.
For whatever reason, I can only remember imagining myself as an intangible awareness which observes my body and all physicality from outside of ALL physicality. I am NOT saying that any physicality is NOT real, nor that I do not accept my physicality.
Rather, I am saying that any aspect of physicality needs to be interpreted, like a foreign language, so that I can feel that my own unique spiritual point of view creates the meaning of my life, not a passive acceptance of my egotistical, angry body.

I was born in December, 1938. Some where, some time, during the miasma of memory-less experiences in my World War Two childhood, I became convinced, and still am convinced, that my Uncle Neal has always bonded with me in his gentle, loving spirit. https://www.findagrave.com/memorial/61852975/arnold-neal-chipoletti
I have a dear friend who has had many out of body experiences. I tried to assure her that my own memories, which are only clear to me some time about my age of seven, 1945, have never included any OBEs because I have never felt myself to be in a body.
For whatever reason, I can only remember imagining myself as an intangible awareness which observes my body and all physicality from outside of ALL physicality. I am NOT saying that any physicality is NOT real, nor that I do not accept my physicality.
Rather, I am saying that any aspect of physicality needs to be interpreted, like a foreign language, so that I can feel that my own unique spiritual point of view creates the meaning of my life, not a passive acceptance of my egotistical, angry body.