I've lost so many souls and have been a survivor of too much victimization and abuse and lifelong lived ptsd and trauma as a child of a 9/11 survivor and I am unable to overcome my tremendous sadness for all of my lost friends and family members for they cared for me in ways which my living immediate relatives simply continue to neglect me despite being in the late stages of a terminal illness that I suffer from in silence at this time as I await my turn to join my beloved Holocaust Auschwitz-Birkenau concentration camp Czechoslovakian born paternal Bubbe Toby and Siberian Soldier ex-polish dwelling birthed paternal Zaidy Myer and Great Depression surviving Bubbe Ruth on my maternal side along with my never before met relatives of my maternal Zaidy M.Himelfarb's side of the family.

I've lost so many souls and have been a survivor of too much victimization and abuse and lifelong lived ptsd and trauma as a child of a 9/11 survivor and I am unable to overcome my tremendous sadness for all of my lost friends and family members for they cared for me in ways which my living immediate relatives simply continue to neglect me despite being in the late stages of a terminal illness that I suffer from in silence at this time as I await my turn to join my beloved Holocaust Auschwitz-Birkenau concentration camp Czechoslovakian born paternal Bubbe Toby and Siberian Soldier ex-polish dwelling birthed paternal Zaidy Myer and Great Depression surviving Bubbe Ruth on my maternal side along with my never before met relatives of my maternal Zaidy M.Himelfarb's side of the family.